The imagery of soldiers fighting, countering frisks, and reaching the start rather than the end is powerful.

Your words paint a picture of a lone traveler, tired yet persistent, honing skills and embracing the journey's challenges. The image of sending jolly crests along a large distance resonates with the idea of spreading positivity and joy.

Your strive for light, even if it seems uncanny, is a testament to hope and resilience.

Your poetic expression is both insightful and encouraging.

Really enjoyed reading your poem. Thank you for sharing it.