You wrote “…not many would appreciate this but despite that, here I am collecting all the strength left in me to pour out stuff here.”
I’m really glad you did.
Two things about you that stand out: the first is that you come across as yourself in your writing. Reading your article wasn’t like manufactured words artificially glued together. Instead, you came across and not your article. In other words, you have your own voice.
And it’s beautiful.
The second thing is that your a believer. You believe in yourself and in a world view that allows for person growth. But all believers at some point, get discouraged. And need a little encouragement
I hope I can pass that encouragement to you.
Your an excellent writer. Keep writing. Your worth it.